To Begin Again.

So I haven't been writing in this at all, mainly because I had forgotten about it to be honest. But now I have time again and a movie I was watching on Netflix reminded me of blogs, so why not start and actually do it this time?
Sunday I was laid off my job, it’s like the 3rd job I've had this year, I can't believe it apparently I wasn't a match for the job they had me in. I don't even know how that could be I showed up on time, early actually every day, did all the work that I’ve been informed about for the specific day. And I never went into over time. I even took initiative and did things I knew we had to do and I could do without anyone telling me about it, or explaining how it’s done. So I ask you all, why is it that I wasn't suited for that job? Maybe there is something wrong with me, am I cursed to not work a year in a job ever?
Today was something of a moping day for me; I sat at home and ate left over Chinese with my parents' dogs since mom and dad are in Florida I’m watching them. Mom called today to let me know they made it home safe at like 10 something so they were going to bed, last day with the dogs I guess. I didn't tell her about the job loss yet, every time something good happens with her I always seem to have something not great happen to me and I have to tell her while she is being happy. I feel like I am draining away her happiness sometimes...
Saw young Frankenstein today, it was amusing Igor (eye-gore) was the most amusing character, and I still love the quote "could be worse" "could be raining". However, the whole movie I kept having the wily wonka song stuck in my head so it made it rather hard for me to watch the movie altogether.
I believe I am also making my best friend upset with me, and I don't know what to do about it cause I feel I a doing in unconsciously. Hopefully I’ll figure out a way to be there for her and still take care of each other, when she is down or when I am...
I think I’m going to go see the chef this week too, since I do not have work any more it makes it a lot easier... maybe I can find a job up there?
*sighs*
I hope my life straightens out soon because I don't know what I’m going to do if it doesn't...